Well, there's a reason why I don't make this blog entirely personal; my personal life is too depressing and boring.
Though I'm sure you already knew that.
I refuse to have a totally 'informative' or 'opinion' blog, if we could call my blog that way. But since this is a crappy blog, I'm sure we can't call my blog either of those. The thing is... this is a personal blog, so there must be personal posts even though I don't like the idea... ugh.
So... How's the list going, you ask?

What you see in the above picture is my HUGE CDs collection. That's the farthest I got in putting some order in my stuff. Oh, right. I also did some laundry.
And that's it. Today I read a post by Jonathan Mead at Zen Habits that says that the best way to get unstuck is to ask yourself if you really care about doing what you have to do. A REALLY good post. Very interesting and Jonathan has a point. But it's a lot easier read than done, especially when you're in the apathetic phase of depression. In which you can't trust in your answer to this question. I mean, we know what things we care the most about. And we can say "YES, I DO CARE", only to start over analyzing everything again. The worst of all is that you reach to a certain point where you get tired because over analyzing isn't taking you anywhere and you stop doing it. Now you just sit there and do nothing. You're not even analyzing anymore. You just avoid reality.
I feel like I'm in that famous downward spiral. Trapped in a vicious circle. Or whatever you wanna call it. I find it so hard to change my many bad habits.
You see what I told you about personal posts?
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